i wanted to do something nice for you. i wanted to say something that would bring tears to your eyes, but i can’t find the words, not the right ones. i wanted to hug you, but you’re not here. i wish i could hold your hand for two whole hours and never get tired of it, because it’s your hand that i’m holding. but then again, you’re still not here. and all i’m left with, are freaking words, words i don’t understand the meaning of. anyway, i wish i could say something a little more original than “i love you”, but nothing else comes out. just so you know, i do love you.